before the second show

It makes no difference that I’m alone most of the time or even in the midst of new friends and faces in the crowd, loneliness has her way to find me.

Even the trolleys are mocking at me.



It’s not that I’m having a bad time in the golden state but it’s daunting to be on my own, not having someone around. The worst is that when it gets cold, going out into the sun isn’t gonna make me warm at all. Now, it will be nice to have a shoulder to cry on and let me turn on my manja.
It’s been more than a month and T-Rex is probably the only one who still contacts me as much as when I first got here. I’ve got to be amazed with his ability to listen to all the crap I’ve been putting him through. What have I done to deserve having nice people in my life? Except that there’s this yayapapaya- face bitch. Maybe I step on her tail and now she hates me. I did try to pet her because I feel bad afterwards but she wouldn’t let me.

On another note, I should be glad to have nice houseys after all the stories I’ve heard. This is a dinner we had before the tuition free week but we’re missing Aaron here.

spinning: sonic youth - superstar